Explain your username!

Why'd you choose the username you did? Any story behind it?

Mine comes from Terence Guy Adair Burns, David Bowie's half-brother. Schizophrenic bipolar, like me, and killed himself by escaping from a mental hospital and stepping in front of a train, as I almost did. (Fucking stupid me didn't notice it'd almost stopped. Got broken arms and my skull bashed in but was pretty soon back in the mental hospital, alive.) He was the subject of a Lana song, "Terrence Loves You". My ex-girlfriend likened me to him, long before the train incident - now that's what you call tactless!

The Struggle of Happiness.
I suffer from severe depression along with other things so being truely happy is rare for me. I want to be happy but its hard hence the struggle of happiness.

Arabelle Rose. Arabelle is from porn actress Arabelle Raphael, I low key compare myself to her. Also it's a pretty name I had to "steal" it!

Rose becuase I love roses and I am like one, I have a lot of thorns...

Pierrot is a classic pantomime character. He's the trope of the sad clown: a naive fool pining for things that break his heart. I chose it because I relate a lot to the Fool as a cosmic concept. It's kind of making fun of myself, but it's also funny to me. My sense of humor is self-deprecating at times.

I want to be mini
I want to be sweet
I want to smoke a shit ton of weed.